HOW I MET JESUS!?

Born into a middle-class Christian family, I grew up as a typical teenager. Constellations, galaxies were those that fantasized me. Gravity played huge on my heart. I loved reading sci-fi. I loved the good and the bad as well. In fact, the world and all its ways seemed good and comfortable to me. The need of a supernatural being for the existence of human and its survival seemed pointless. I always had a strong desire to become a scientist but my perceptions and views started to melt to the point of being as close to an atheist. I did well in my school. I was more self-dependent and overconfident. I had deluded that my future would be what I design with my own hands. I dreamt of companions with a similar mindset who would sit, smoke, drink and have fun for life. I was okay with guys who could flirt with me and had a choice to pick a boyfriend to make so called love. I was addicted to the unusual music that invoked lustful thoughts in me. I had insane plans, foolish desires, misguided ambitions, vain hopes, unwise theory, goofy atheistic leanings, whacky reasons that support my ludicrous outlook. Self-help books didn't work, for they satisfied me only in the moment that took an eye to blink but later, everything leapt out empty. I went church in delusory and never approved to be a Christian nor stood for Christ. Like how far the east is from the west, so was I away from God. As a rebellious teen, I was not okay with people at church. Somehow I knew Christ's Holy but hadn't realised that this person would actually breathe life into my soul. Though I knew gospel that Christ is the redeemer for all our sins for all those years, this truth din affect me. I think that was the time God saw me. As I listened to the gospel, week by week, on Sundays, I had been convicted. It took a year to squeeze out that the world around me was a fake. People around me who praised me for what I am not, were unreal. As unsubstantial as a dream, I was living a wretched life, that had no hope, no peace. The sermons I have started listening to brought a strong conviction in me. But then, I haven't given my self completely to God. I fought between surrender and disobedience. Finally, God has let a situation, a circumstance that blew me off for eternity. I had struggled for one whole week but had none to help. Deep down I knew only God could help me give peace for eternity. But for that, I had to make a lifetime decision of serving Him, til the end. And that's it. All the scenes started playing like a reel. I cried and cried and repented of all my sins. I felt the wounded hands comforting me with love and compassion. When home, I opened the scriptures(Bible), right there God talked to me with the promise. An assuring promise of an everlasting love. He told that he has gifted me His salvation and would stay with me and love me forever. What a great promise!! Peace overflowed and flooded my heart like never before. Great joy! I did not know whom to share with. Tears of joy running down my cheeks. I now knew whom to trust and depend upon. After a week, all the music I had collected for years perished miraculously. God has put a new song in my heart, a new spirit, new life and new me. Despite the futuristic plans I had made, I found out that God always had a purpose for my life that would lead to His will. There is one and only one God who could speak, could search your thoughts, listen to your story, heal your heart and transform you into a new being. He is Jesus Christ.
Peace be. Blessed be.

REDEMPTION

“O Israel, put your hope in the LORD, for with the LORD is unfailing love and with him is full redemption. He himself will redeem Israel from all their sins.” Psalm 130:7

The act of redemption can make sense in two ways. According to the theology, it is an act of delivering from sin or saving from evil and then it somehow leads to salvation. The other in the corporate sense is the act of purchasing back something previously sold. Well, we know Christ is the only Redeemer we have, who can actually redeem us from every sin with his immense yet redeeming love. So that's how a believer concludes that the redemption is only at the cross and is found nowhere else. Now if you consider the second case of defining redemption as an act of gaining back something, yet again you find it at the cross(Hebrews 9:12). While we sold our souls to the sin, Christ was the one who bought us at a price and redeemed us. Is this the kind of similar facet I was talking about in the first case? Of course yes! Why do you think I had to emphasize more on this particular cognitive content is that the meaning of the Biblical Redemption is probably a confused concept in many of the modern-day churches. Galatians 3:13 says, redemption helps us receive the promise of the Spirit. But the act of redemption in the present-day is being subjected to more as physical honour, more material and more financial. The meaning of redemption is taking the other routes. This has quite surprised and stunned me for what the church is teaching. Physical, health and financial as the aspects of redemption? Has these anything to do with the Spirit? Alright! If we talk in those terms, Matthew 6:32 says, "Your heavenly Father knows that you need them". He provides us what we are really in need of. He knows that we are in need of food, health, a place to dwell...... to live in this world.  But it doesn't mean that if you have got none of these, you have no redemption. That's not true. To make it more clear, "FOR YOU KNOW THAT IT WAS NOT WITH PERISHABLE THINGS SUCH AS SILVER OR GOLD THAT YOU WERE REDEEMED FROM THE EMPTY WAY OF LIFE HANDED DOWN TO YOU FROM YOUR FOREFATHERS, BUT WITH THE PRECIOUS BLOOD OF CHRIST, A LAMB WITHOUT BLEMISH OR DEFECT." 1 Peter1:17. Ah! and that's it. That's the truth. Silver, gold, wealth all these are perishable. God has given us something which is imperishable that is the Spirit of God. And the promise of the Spirit comes from redemption(Heb 9:12). God rescued us from the darkness, He brought us into the kingdom of the Son he loves, in Him, we have redemption, the forgiveness of sins (Col 1:13, Eph 1:7, Ps 130:7). Nowhere in the Scripture did I find, worldly issues, as the aspects of redemption, but the true and biblical redemption is about forgiveness, the Spirit and Jesus himself. Watch over what redemption is according to you. Blessed be.

GOD IN TIMES OF TROUBLE

No one in this world is without trouble. Every now and then, we happen to encounter them. 'In this world, you will have trouble,'-John 16:33. Two kinds exist according to what I observe in my daily life. One is the consequence of sin done in the past which keeps you away from God. The other is deep. It is something which helps you seek God constantly. Mostly, Christians who have a sensitive relation with God can relate to this. He lets you undergo a testing period in your life. It might be patience, passion, faith anything else that God wants you to become strong at. Though you know God has a plan and a purpose for your life, you cry at the same thing again and again, comparing others' situation with yours. I've come across this lately. But last night, an interrogative yet effective passage that God spoke through the book of Job has opened my eyes.
               "Can you direct the movement of the stars— binding the cluster of the Pleiades or loosening the cords of Orion? Can you direct the constellations through the seasons or guide the Bear with her cubs across the heavens? Do you know the laws of the universe? Can you use them to regulate the earth?Can you shout to the clouds and make it rain? Can you make lightning appear and cause it to strike as you direct? Who gives intuition to the heart and instinct to the mind? Who is wise enough to count all the clouds? Who can tilt the water jars of heaven when the parched ground is dry and the soil has hardened into clods? Can you stalk prey for a lioness and satisfy the young lions’ appetites as they lie in their dens or crouch in the thicket? Who provides food for the ravens when their young cry out to God and wander about in hunger?" -Job 38
              God does, God knows, He knows. He always knew what to do with our lives. He had a purpose from the beginning. Your help comes only from God. The Psalmist says 'I lift up my eyes to the mountains, where does my help come from? My help comes from the Lord, the Maker of heaven and earth.' These tests and troubles, only help us get closer to Him. They don't stay longer but it is God's will for us to seek and praise Him even in the times of distress and struggle. Luke 12:24 says 'Consider the ravens: They do not sow or reap, they have no storeroom or barn, yet God feeds them. And how much more valuable you are than birds!' Look only unto Him. It's okay to endure hardship but with faith. This makes us good soldiers of Christ Jesus. _2 Tim 2:3.
Blessed be.